So there was this tag going around on Instagram AGES ago, and I thought I would join a few tags together and answer them as one. I've already done a 20 Facts About Me post before, but these answers are more specific to subjects and are things you wouldn't necessarily talk about to a person. Well shit, my friends don't even know most of these answers so this is me being completely honest, so this is a judgement free zone.
Full name? Jenna Shriya Patel 😅 (I've literally told no one this, I don't even know how to spell it. It's very rarely used)
Zodiac Sign? Aquarius
Height? 153cm
Shoe size? Uk 5 or 5.5
Age you get mistaken for? I don't really get mistaken, I guess 15? But online probably 16
Best friend? Don't have one
Relationship status? Single pringle
Sexual orientation? Not sure yet but probably pansexual
Been kissed? Not after the age of 5
Had a boyfriend? Not after the age of 5
Been in love? Only fictional
What you find attractive in women? Smile, hair, cheekbones, confidence, fierceness
What do you find attractive in men? Eyes, smile, jawline, abs and back muscles, accents, humour,
First thing you notice when you look at a person? Their eyes
Sexiest person that comes to your mind immediately? Damon Salvatore (Ian Somerhalder)
Do you believe in love at first sight? I'm not sure
Do you believe in soul mates? Yes
A fact about your personality? I have a very bipolar personality. For example I am so nice to people but I'm also mean.
What you hate most about yourself? How hard it is for me to talk to a person
What you love most about yourself? I would love to be friends with me because I'm loyal and I will take candid photos of you, duh that's real friendship
Who you wish you could be? Lilly Singh
What is your favourite physical attribute about yourself? I don't really have one....my lips I guess?
What is your favourite non-physical attribute about yourself? I will always be there for you to talk to
Accepted yourself? No
Hated someone? Not personally
Hated yourself? Yes
Cut? Well kinda not really....
Starved yourself? No
Been suspended or expelled? No
Lied? Yes,in fact I lied today
Stole? Yes
Cried yourself asleep? Yes
Attempted suicide? No
Lost someone to suicide? No
Lost a parent or sibling? No
Had/have a pet? No
Have anxiety? Don't really like to diagnose it
Take medication? No
Broke a bone? No
Got stung? Yes
Moved houses? Yes
Moved schools? Yes
Been bullied? No
Been a bully? No
Been physically abused? No
Been verbally abused? Does racism count?
Have an eating disorder? No
Binged? Yes
Wanted to die? No
Been depressed? Don't really like to diagnose it
Tried to make others smile when you're dying inside? Yes, but dying is exaggerating it
Do you drink? No
Do you smoke? No
Have any tattoos? No
Want any tattoos? Yes
Have any piercings? Ear piercings
Want any piercings? Yes, a second ear one and a nose piercing
When and why you last cried? On Saturday the 15th because I was watching a sad scene in the 100 where 320 people sacrifice their lives
Smiled? Yes
Fake smiled? Yes
What was you're childhood career choice? Well these are what I wanted to be in order; fashion designer, singer, teacher, environmentalist, actress and psychologist
What you want to be when you're older? I don't know yet
Where you want to be right now? The Bahamas
Where you want to live? I'm pretty happy with where I am at the moment, but I wouldn't mind living in London
Your favourite ice-cream flavour? Honey comb or chocolate brownie
Last book you've read? Well I'm ready the 'Truth about forever' right now
Your favourite Disney princess? Ariel
What was the last song you listened to? Dive by Ed Sheeran
Number of kids you want? 2 or 3
What is the meaning behind your URL? Well I classify myself as awkward, and I've always loved mermaids for some reason. And I needed a URL that didn't already exist so thatawkwardmermaid sounded cool
Something you fantasise about? Having a guy friend (lol don't judge me)
Words you can't wait to hear? I do
Words you don't want to hear? I'm not coming back
Something that's currently worrying you? How do I feel like I fit in and have friends that understand me because I don't like any of my close friends atm?
Do you believe in luck or miracles? No
What makes you get out of bed in the morning? "Ugh I have to go to school so I can get an education and have a 'good life', but at least I'll be able to watch Netflix tonight."
What is the best thing that has happened to you today? I managed to uplaod I video that I've been trying to upload for more than a week. It was stressing me out because it made my laptop only have 73MB, so it was nice to get it off my back
If money were no problem, what would you do with your life? I would go traveling around the whole world and learn as much as I can and help as many less fortunate people I can
If you could start over with someone, would you? I would, only because I would be my complete self so I could see if we really were meant to be friends.
A no-filter, natural, genuine photo captured of me laughing while taking photos in our Mountain Resort.